I participated in porn even though I’ve never touched another person ever sexually.
A bodily function, tho my guilt is of a concert goer who refused to see the responsible portajon toilet manual cleaners were: pressured confused young girls not responsible for my body parts…
If you don’t believe in angels and devils, I was having a biological flashback to puberty, and my body was raping me from behind. It feels more like being attached to an intravenous blood balloon which is itchier than chicken pox poison ivy, painful not even pleasurable.
I was getting raped by an invisible demon called a Succubus, which are biblically gay male monsters who rape human men in the Deuteronomical Book of Tobit canon.
It was sucking my penis. It hurts!
(frustrated, I spoke out angry)
If you masturbate with a succubus demon, it brings 7 more succubae.
Deuteronomy 28 says : Think with your head and become your head, or else you’ll become a tail without a head forever (a nonsentient devil).
Idle hands = Devil’s playground.
This midieval Martin Schongauer wood carving printed panel is not AI art; I recreated it as an original tribute clone homage in Freehand MX vector, so you could put this math generated vector image as mechanical instructions into a into a modern router carving printer.
⚠️ This is Thinking Fallacy, Emotional Reasoning, and Envy
Introverts vs. Extroverts
Isolatos, loners, and introverts, we have deep thought inward monologues with ourselves, and our work.
Socies talk the disjointed popular teenager’s American Pie movierandomized “one time at bandcamp” dialogue many hours + must repeat their superfluous tales several times because the other socies paid no attention.
Asynchronous Communication vs. Verbal Dialogue
Supreme is the well planned, written, and revised (e)mail, or even the series of delayed small thoughty SMS.
Verbal dialogue is ripe with infuriating misunderstandings.
Bla bla bla, just well could be an abbreviation for blaspheme and blame a blacksheep (covertly, behind backs).
A rapid thoughtless back-and-forth can accidentally determine a lazy new invented false simpleton truth, and most often it does.